hey peeps, the ones that actually pay attenyio9n to me.... right 0. anyway i'm back but might need some help cause i'm back with the girl i wrote about and just like before i have once again stopped writing. any one still want part 3 of "longing" let me know and see what u can give me and i will give u somethin back

alright, check it out... it all started when i submited a poem in a contest at poetry.com. i now "supposedly" have my poem being published in an anthology. untill recently i wasn't that sure it was true but yesterday my poem was sent to me on a plaque. it looks amazing! not only that but the book can't be too far behind, and i can't wait!

(a) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie
2. a book
3. a musical artist, song, or album

(b) Ask me 3 questions, no more, no less....any 3 questions you want.

(c) Go to your journal, copy and paste this so your friends can do the same.

have u ever lost a friend, i mean someone u thought u could really connect with... and then it wasn't the person that they had been portraying for years. it acually hurts real bad. makes u feel like ur blind or... oblivious to things going on around u. the smallest signs... ignored. the fake smile...i beleived it. the laughter i thought i help create... destroyed. and then there's those oh so fine memories...are they real? are they lies? all this person stood for, was it just an act to fool people, a simple trick? finding out the truth is soooo painful when it is someone u once cared for, not intimatly... but as a person, a friend, a good friend. now every thing is said and done and i hope they remember things as i do.

AND THE OSCAR GOES TO...._________________

WHOOOOO!!! it SOOOOOooooo over now i'm kinda scared but at the same time extremly relieved. also if anyone was wondering why i haven't been that active on DA, well now u know.